Wednesday, 2 March 2011

A wee bit more about me is necessary here I gather!

Where do I start.

Probably with the type of person I am would be a good idea.

Alright away I go.

I am.
I am.
I am.

See there, I am lost for words already. I ask myself how in the world, I am going to post writings here if I can't stitch together two sentences to begin wish! Fucking hell Aish, get a grip will ya!

O that's a brilliant start then. Lets start with that. I have an uncanny habit of talking to myself, more often than not to reprimand myself. As a person, I am driven and determined but not necessarily ambitious. That is so contradictory I guess huh. But it is so true of myself. I have a habit of pushing myself to do something, get somewhere etc and once I reach that point, I want nothing more to do with it. I have a short attention span. I find it hard to remain focused on one single thing for too long. I start getting bored and antsy. I am very manic in nature. I can never sit still. I tend to run, jump and race at all times just like the million and one thoughts that jump hula hoops in my mind at all times. I am very diametrical in thinking hence if I decide to do something, I absolutely have to do it. The worst thing about my traits is that I am highly over critical of myself. I spend a lot of time by myself which makes me a loner which I undeniably love being and therefore I am reflective and deep thinking in attitude.

Enough about me for the mo.

I love this place! I have a great love of places, I am an incorrigible drifter. I always have to be somewhere other than where I am needed.
O yes, I always run late. Damn. I have run late for every single significant event of my life which does my bloody head in and I also use profane words a tad too easily!

A new beginning. Again.

It has taken me forever; which is a hellish of a long time, to start this blog.

This is where I live. I love the reflection of the sunset on dry land.


I don't know what I aim to achieve by it, however, I am willing to test the water and see whether this works to bring some understanding into the much organised and despair that is my life these days. Of course, I am entertaining myself with the delusion that once I get writing, my innermost fears and aspirations would manifest themselves and make it more apparent and workable for me. I very much doubt that. I have a sneaky suspicion that my boredom is what brought me here. The sheer monotonicity of life, the pointlessness and absurdity of routines which bores the life out of me quite frankly. I suppose I can always jeez I don't know join a gym or a literary group perhaps but am too lazy to get my ass into gear, I am matured enough to admit. Although, admittedly my maturity level still sucks at the grand age of 28!. I have very smartly ( note the word smart which I ain't by any standards but I find it highly amusing to insert the word here ha ha, with a hint of humour I suppose) decided to write this blog and bring some homour into my dull, dreary and solipsistic life. Yes, very cleverly noted, it is all about me. From me, about me, and within me. As a go along, I would write a bit more about myself. Suffice to say at the moment that I am just in absolute awe of myself that I have managed to get this far after almost three years of waiting to start this up.


Say hello to Alex; my ten months old bunny.
I figured out it's a good idea to embark on this journey with a pic of him! Love him to bits!

O. I am Aish by the way. 28 years old girl living in London. Rest about me would be revealed later. Ha ha. Certainly brings an air of mystery around me! Lol